After Midterms

10:47 AM Allison K 0 Comments

Nothing beats a more relaxing day before hell on Earth started. You know what's an even worse feeling than trying to prepare for midterms? It's the waiting period waiting for the grade after. It's like a weird gap period where you start questioning yourself.

It starts with basic things like "Did I do well" then slowly trickles into "WHO AM I?" "CAN I HANDLE FASHION SCHOOL??"

It didn't last long because seriously, I just got my results and I nearly peed myself in tears. 
Just gotta go with the flow dudes (and bargin with the universe you would not smoke for a day if it could make it ~*~werk~*~)

Needless to say, it gave me a weird change in views about my life. 
Why do I have two internships and a job?
Why am I running this blog?
Where is my next destination?
...should I cut my hair to do that weird like I'm a new person thing?"

I don't know the answers to any of these questions but one new question that came out through combining all these questions was, am I in the right place? 

hm, I'll think about it more because seriously, I'm not going to get you some answer because seriously I don't feel like thinking about it lol.

and besides that I have my best friend Anna already trying to move the gears in my head for me. 


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