Shot this with Thu right before I left for my vacation.
In Fashion school, each professor will assign an assignment that takes around two or more hours and expect it done by the next class. It puts a lot of mental stress on every student partially because we're not just doing an assignment, we're doing something that could be put in our art portfolio. It's very easy to fall into the university trance and feel rushed to get everything perfectly done within a week.
It's really just easy to in general fall into this mindset everything needs to come and be done perfectly in a short amount of time. It made me think that all things in my life should be accomplished in a short amount of time and come by a certain deadline.
With school over I really don't have any reason to think like that or feel pushed to come up with some creative concept within a fucking week.
I literally just realized this and it feels good to think I have the time to deal and finally calm the fuck down.
Like seriously, I need to calm down I have a terrible over perfectionist attitude and although I admit I'm on the low a workaholic and even though I love working I realized I should take it easy because I've had an acne breakout caused by stress for a month and I'm so done with this shit. lol